I'm a mess and I'm twisted inside and I hate it.

Stole this off Noel's fb. Ponder.

There's always a little truth behind every "just kidding,"
a little knowledge behind every "I dont know,"
a little emotion behind every "I dont care,"
and a little pain behind every "It's okay"

too shallow for my own good sometimes.

I’m not sure what’s worse- finding out that studying actually does give you better grades or that no matter how much you study, you still get sucky grades. Cos now I wish I had studied for the past few sems, would have a better CAP. Lol.

Anyways I’ve had my best results this semester thus far. Still missed my target by 0.04 which kinda sucks because that’s like one grade. So maybe if I didn’t fall sick for that bio midterm or if I didn’t answer that one trauma question wrongly I wouldn’t be in this situation? In any case at least I am not suffering too much from the usual post exam- omg why I never study harder- syndrome.

And I am not quite sure what to do.

time to whitewash these old walls.

i think we all know how this ends


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( on that cryptic note, hello lj world. will be back shortly for good, i hope. trying to get my post-exam act together. so much to do!)

Sumiko Tan is not that much of a flake afterall

so far today i have bought

3 tops ( and maybe one more to feed my scallop hem top fetish)
3 rings ( to feed my connector ring addiction)
1 pair of Havianas ( because mine have broken- good reason!)
2 mini mango face mask things ( because it is shaped like fruit- enough said)

all for under $100!! not bad ah!
the wonders of internet shopping and being in an exceptionally bad mood ( for all of 45minutes, but i'm using it as an excuse to allow myself to buy) thanks to disagreeing with the mum over the only thing( *coughs* person) we ever really fight about.

whee. awesome nice new things at cheapcheap are <3. and i'm so proud i didn't even give in to the 25% katespade sale which actually occurred within said 45 minutes, of course that is because their bangles were not on sale, but we'll ignore that part.

(excluding one hugeass bottle of shampoo and OPI nailpolish)
Beauty product haul from this week( note: this is not a weekly occurrence)- result of gmarket sale, mario badescu sale, trip to a lousy and damn ex dermatologist and mum making a trip to some random cheap toiletries shop.



Look at this! So cute! Lemon Mask in a lemon and Tomato mask in a tomato! Plus sale! How to not buy?

Argh I would save so much money if I had decent skin :/ I guess all the prices of all these products accumulates, wonder if it makes sense to just go to the toptop end skin doc for the same price with faster results. But my friend sees Georgia Lee for like $1k+. Omg. Somehow spending little by little seems less painful!